OMG

the mind says do it

the heart approves

but the body rejects

when 

needs, obligations and expectations

stumble upon rejections

it just explodes

and

it hurts tremendously

stary night

i stare at the star so bright

shining the dark night

almost blinding my sight

i wish

my hands were long enough 

to pick it out of the sky and place it on my palm

i wish

my legs were springly enough

so i could jump high up into the sky

and embraced the golden stars into my arms

or 

i was there amongst them 

giving lights and guidance

to all living creatures on earth

but then

it came dawn upon me

there are so many thing that i wish for in life

but not everything i want becomes my possession

not everything i ask for will be granted

so  

if my hands were not long enough

if my legs were not springly enough

if i could not be amongst the stars giving lights to the living creatures on earth

i have to learn to accept 

only the light it gives

and be thankful that i can still

stare at the twinkling star

although from far

i really wish that He pardons all my past sins 

either intended or unintended

and also my presence and my future sins

for i am still learning to be a better person

if not close to perfect

ibundo

What If........................?

What if Allah didn't take the time to bless us today
because we didn't take the time to thank Him yesterday?

What if Allah decided to stop leading us
because we didn't follow Him anyway?

What if we never saw another flower blooming
because we grumbled when Allah sent us the rain?

What if Allah doesn't walk with us today
because we failed to recognise it as HIS day?

What if Allah took away His message
because we failed to listen to the messenger?

What if Allah stops loving and caring for us
because we failed to love and care for others?

What if Allah would never hear us today
because we would not listen to HIM yesterday?

What if Allah answered our prayers
Only in the way we answer HIS call to service?

What if Allah meet our needs
the way we give HIM our lives


We need to work hard to deserve things Allah has given us
Be careful to give as much as you receive

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

The loudest thunder
might trembles the sky
The greatest quake
might shatters the rocks, blinding your eyes
The angriest wind
might ferociously blows, ignoring your cries
BUT
the loudest thunder
the greatest quake
the angriest wind
are no match
to my love for you
Happy Birthday My Dear Husband

p/s semalaman ni pikir nak karang poem ni.

SEKIRANYA BURUNG PANDAI BERKATA-KATA

burung itu berkata
manusia
mulakanlah harimu dengan rezkiku
walau hanya segenggam beras
bertaburan di atas rumputmu
akan aku kutip sehingga tiada yang tinggal
nanti
diganti kehilanganmu itu
dengan bergenggam-genggam yang lain

itu doa aku
seekor burung

Aku Lemas

aku
di kota Jakarta
lemas dalam lautan manusia
juga dalam jeritan mobil
yang terkandas dalam kemacetan

aku
lemas dalam kegilaan
seorang jutawan rupiah
yang berusaha
membawa Tanah Abang
kembali ke Malaysia

TWINKLE LITTLE STAR

Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!
Up above the world so high,
Like a diamond in the sky.

When the blazing sun is gone,
When nothing shines upon,
Then you show your little light,
Twinkle, twinkle, all the night.

Then the traveller in the dark,
Thanks you for your tiny spark,
He could not see which way to go,
If you did not twinkle so.

In the dark blue sky you keep,
And often through my curtains peep,
For you never shut your eye,
Till the sun is in the sky.

As your bright and tiny spark,
Lights the traveller in the dark -
Though I know not what you are,
Twinkle, twinkle, little star.

WATCH ME GROW

First you babble and then you talk
You begin to crawl before you walk
And once you walk you start to run
And soon you'll find, to fly is fun

But as you soar, you have to know
The things you need to help you grow
And since this process cannot be rushed
You'll have to wait, dont be crushed

Like learning to talk and and walk and run
Reading is supposed to be fun
So dont be worried if I cannot read
More time may be what I need to succeed

You cannot run before you walk
You have to babble before you talk
And reading is the same indeed
Time and patience is all I need

One day I will learn how to read
And I may even take the lead
But for now the process maybe too slow
Just encourage me and watch me grow!!